To Poetry: I'm sorry.

So this semester at school is really hard for me. I feel the need in every semester to balance school, writing and social life. But it seems that this semester my social and writing life are getting neglected. I know I keep talking about this in almost every blog I have written lately. But its been on my mind.

I did come up with a subject for my next poem the problem is I can't get it started. So I thought perhaps I could spill a little bit here just for the hell of it.

Well as you may or may not know I have this strange fascination with being romantic. I've been alone so long I start to forget how to be romantic because I have nobody to show affection to. So I worry about how my next relationship will go. Will I be able to hold it up on my shoulders? I mean I suppose it's like riding a bike or tying a shoe you never forget. But loneliness is a cloud and sometimes I feel like I've lost my ablity to be romantic. Not only that but my friends tell me women don't like guys who are romantic. When it's all I've ever known I tend to stick with it. So yes this rant actually helped me come up with a poem.